On occasion I look at blogoporno.com and want to just trash the whole thing. Scrap it and throw it away and never look at it again. I was thinking that tonight. It serves no real purpose except to repost naughty pictures—naughty pictures often of questionable value beyond just a quick spank because they contain cock or boobs I should say—from here and there for the ever growing list of, mostly silent, tumblr followers. Not that I ever had some grand purpose for the blog when originally conceived 3 years ago. I just figured, when I created it, that a person blogs about what they enjoy and I had an affinity for surfing internet porn. So, that’s what I blogged. The stuff I was pleasuring myself too.
I did some small experiments in interactivity and even tried to monetize it briefly, but the interactivity was limited and the monetization would have taken a ridiculous amount of time and energy to make work. So, instead I just keep posting to it. Not really with any goal in mind and then I end up with nights like tonight where I just see it as a repetitive uninspired piece of internet flotsam, which I really hope does not accurately reflect who I am, because if it does, what am I?
That’s a little too introspective I think. It’s kind of excessively tying my identity to one aspect of my internet presence. Also, I’m not sure I want to consider myself a jizz covered pair of tits riding an over-sized veiny cock towards an ass shaped mountain under a cunt moon. That’s a little much for me.
I’m not killing it, because the number of followers swells my ego and occasionally I get a fun idea I dump on it. Still, sometimes it just looks really stupid and it makes me wonder if that’s the best I can manage.
I think I’ll try to pay more attention to this blog. Help me out and ask a question or leave a comment.